Anger…
So I have broken another laptop…this is becoming a very expensive trend!
The laptop before this one I broke by throwing a Bible at it and cracking the screen…
The laptop before THAT one was my mother’s actually and I broke that one by tossing it across the living room…
And how did I break this one? Simply put…by slapping the shit out of it…
And why did I slap the shit out of it? The same reason I threw my Bible at the last one and tossed the one before…because the internet is the DEVIL!
Stupid slow internet with it’s screen freezes and 10 minute page uploads! Hmph!
Here is the sad part though…as if it isn’t already sad enough…but just last night…that sweet calm voice that speaks to me often said to me as clear as day:
“Do not get on your laptop tomorrow. It is consuming your life. Tomorrow you will not log on to Facebook, wordpress, Hotmail…ANYTHING! You will not take your laptop to work. You will go to work and finish your children’s projects with no distractions. After school, you will have the bus driver drop you off at Lulu where you will buy some groceries so you can come home and cook yourself a nice meal for once, instead of this KFC diet you have adopted these past few days. You will eat your dinner…you will do your daily exercise…you will pray…you will watch a good movie…and IF and only if time permits…you may log onto your laptop then.”
So I said, “Okay…”
But what happened this morning? I WAS HARDHEADED! I said to myself that I would just check my sites quickly before going to work to avoid any temptations to check them at school. And what happened as I logged on? It took five minutes to open a new tab. And then when I was trying to close it, nothing! I could feel those Jekkyl/Hyde twitches I get when dealing with this demonic contraption~It was then I heard that little voice saying to me…“Didn’t I tell you…??”
But I just shrugged it off and turned off the computer and slapped the keyboard twice in my frustration! Man, did it feel good! But when I turned on the computer again, that little voice said to me, “See…I told you...”
Stupid black screen…
